A BITCH YOU GUYS REALLY ARE!
I'm sure that ALL of you have noticed that i've been moody and down(if you haven't noticed GET A FUCKING HINT!). those of you who care, deserve an explanation.
my life has been on a down-spiral course since december 2007.
i lost 7 of my friends(2 in car accidents and 5 in suicide)
then a couple months later i lose another friend in a freak accident.
as the months afterward pass, I get emotionally distressed and severely lonely
so i start looking for comfort in all the wrong places, leading me even further down the rabbit hole.
with my emotions and feelings jumbled, i tried to find someone who would love me.
it ends with me in tears and confusion.
my nightmares become more vicious and i don't get sleep for a while.
i lose my mind at the end of may and came back july 3.
i could not remember anything from the prior year.
i was brought into a new life.
i call people i know(or knew) and they act like they didn't care i was gone.
I go to metro con and i meet melody and become her friend due to her and i both being shunned by ASSHOLES.
i start to talk with melody
i open up and so does she
we both tell our darkest secrets to one another
AUGUST 4- my birthday party
i invite my friends including melody
we have a blast
AUGUST 7- at night melody and i confess how we feel
I became the happiest boy on the planet
as time goes on i feel better and better
until alissa reminded me of what happened the year prior
feelings of sadness and distrust start to erupt from within me
paranoia starts to return along with my vicious nightmares
once again i cannot sleep
it keeps getting worse as time progresses
I break and sprain my ankle before spring break
the pain drives me nuts
melody's mother accuses us of having sex
both melody and I are sent into depression
we are not allowed to see each other
i start to lose my mind
her parents let me see her at the mall for a couple hours
time progresses
i'm now able to see her 2 times a week for a couple hours
at school i get picked on more and more
i think about suicide daily then snap my self out of it
nobody at school act like they even care
melody's parents put all the blame on me
i am told at school i'm going to hell because i don't like jesus
i don't sleep for 4 weeks
my brain starts to break under me
melody and i both are left in pieces
I'm getting bored of the same old thing over and over
her parents say she is never allowed to come to my house as long as she's 17
her parents implement rules that make out to be no better than a criminal
one of my friends, codie, dies in a car accident
as all of this goes on, YOU MOTHER FUCKERS expect me to have a smile and be happy
you people barely even talk to me anymore, you don't even care
you've all shown me how worthless i am to you when i need you all the most
i think that can make a person a little pissed off and depressed(you'd fucking think)
so that's what is wrong with me ... you can wither ignore it like you have been
or you can actually give a shit and help both melody and I
that's all
peace the fuck out
~James Forrest Kelly~









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It's ok....it tastes so great it makes me wanna vomit in your mouth
Sorry, but this chain letter is for real.
When Anne Wichert got it for the first time, she ignored it and a week later the love of her life dumped her for no good reason so BEWARE, and just send the stupid letter!!!!!!
The Lovers of the Heart
In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote
to whom we please but one kiss.
Article 1:
Statement of Love:
The Kiss
1.Kiss on the hand
I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck
I want you
4.Kiss on the lips
I love you
5.Kiss on the ears
I am just playing
6.Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes
kiss me
8.Playing with your hair
I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go
Article 2:
The Three Steps
1. Girls:
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.
2. Guys
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.
3.Guys & Girls
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to
stare.
Article 3:
The Commandments
1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2.Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3.Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.
* Remember *
A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth
close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!
Here are a few reasons
why guys
like girls:
1. They will always smell good
even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always
find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed
but in the end it makes it all worth while
8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think
she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name
on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore'
even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17.The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18.
Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize
when it does hurt. (even though
we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to
change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them,
hate them, wish they would die or
know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things without trace of
a sound, you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed within
the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
*
This chain started in 1887.
It is a love chain letter.....................................
In an hour you are supposed to send it to 25 people.
It is easy, just look into chat rooms and find them.
Anyway, send it to 25 people in 1 hour..
Now here comes the fun part.
You then say the name of the person you like or love and then the person will say 'I love you,' or 'Will you go out with me?'
NO JOKE!!!!!
NOW
THE CONSEQUENCES
The consequences are:
If you break the chain letter,
you will have bad luck in future
relationships. If you don't
break the chain, then you will be a
happy camper!!!
CoNgRatULaTioNs!!
You have been chosen
to participate
in the
LONGEST
and the
LUCKIEST
chain letter on the Internet!
Once you read, this letter you must
IMMEDIATELY
(meaning within
the hour)
be sent to
25
people After
you send it,
make a wish
and it will come
TRUE
YOU MAY NOT WAIT
FOR A CERTAIN TIME
TO SEND
IT........ REMEMBER,
IT MUST BE SENT
TO
25
PEOPLE WITHIN 1 HOUR, OR
YOUR WISH WILL NOT COME
TRUE!
If THIS CHAIN LETTER IS
CONTINUED UNTIL
THE YEAR 2010, IT WILL BE PLACED IN
THE GUINNESS BOOK
OF WORLD RECORDS!
PLEASE CONTINUE IT NOW!!!
*WARNING*
IF YOU DO NOT PASS THIS ON,
SOMETHING BAD OR WORSE
WILL HAPPEN TO YOU:
NOTE*
THE MORE PEOPLE YOU SEND THIS TO
THE MORE LUCK YOU WILL HAVE IN YOUR LOVE LIFE.
IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN LETTER
(IT HAS BEEN GOING SINCE 1887)
YOU WILL HAVE BAD LUCK
WITH YOUR LOVE LIFE
FOR SEVEN YEARS. THIS IS NO JOKE.
GOOD LUCK
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gkakhuuuoogfelchgashzimn
It's ok....it tastes so great it makes me wanna vomit in your mouth
random question
do you now in the reborn anime when the fillers start/stop?
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gkakhuuuoogfelchgashzimn
It's ok....it tastes so great it makes me wanna vomit in your mouth
i just watched em all xD
omg its getting so epic
Oh wait I know who you are, why should I be thanking you. XD
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*poke* x EPICK^infinity + God + Jesus
+ over 9000 + XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
+ LOL + Pedo Barney + Rick Astley
+ Master Chief + Colonel Sanders
+ EPICK Story^infinity....
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gkakhuuuoogfelchgashzimn
It's ok....it tastes so great it makes me wanna vomit in your mouth
--
*poke* x EPICK^infinity + God + Jesus
+ over 9000 + XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
+ LOL + Pedo Barney + Rick Astley
+ Master Chief + Colonel Sanders
+ EPICK Story^infinity....
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